Supernova Rainbowescent

Stories travel faster if technological advancements were involved, isn't it? Now, it's time to set the record straight.

There are always two sides of the story, as they say. Sure, when a fight arises, each side has its own share of faults. So before I tell everything, I'm acknowledging that yes, I'm a big part of this ruckus and I did damage on this and I'm apologizing to all my closest friends especially Maki-niichan, Jason-niichanand Osay, that if it wasn't for me, you'd never been involved in this messy situation.

You see, I'm an emotional person -I show up my feelings freely to anyone. Sometimes, my emotional and rational side get to mix up especially when family and friends are being involved. I get hurt by mean taunts thrown at me but it's nothing compared if people I'm closest with are being hurt.

Rin and Mrachy are pointing out that Osay's issue was so long ago. The thing is, Osay asked me beforehand requested me not to confront her.I was against it, but I gave in. But since my conscience is not that dense and I truly know that even though it looks like it's been put to rest, it's not the case. If you hear a young girl crying her soul out on the telephone, you will know what I mean. So last week, I had mustered up all my courage to tell Marchy about it. I directly pointed out her faults, because I know, as a friend, that's the right thing to do. After that, things started to get worse - she asked me not to be her friend anymore. I agreed because I know that we can't still be friends after this.

Events are worst after that. Petty words were thrown on both sides. Yes, I admit I did that on the first day. If it wasn't for Melai requesting me to stop, I'd still continue it. So what I did,I just did my usual routines such as focusing on my school work.

Now, this is the boiling point for me: yesterday, Marchy group messaged us saying to hide Sanada, Chinen and Mori for there is a gay pedophile considering them as brothers. This one blew me out of proportion. It wasn't explicitly described as Rin puts it on Maki-niichan's comment, but I'm not totally oblivious nor stupid for not knowing whom she's referring to.I consider it as an "under-the-belt" remark - Jason-niichan never even uttered a word nor made a remark against her, then she treated him as like that.

Maki-niichan wrote his piece of mind and words spreaded like a Californian wild fire. Marchy's friends defended her. Of course, I'm not stupid, I know that this will happen. But in my whole honest opinion - if they're really her friend, they should point them out her faults and shortcomings as an individual. I know it's hard , but it's even harder for her because in the end,it's better to know it than to be dumbfounded.

Rin group messaged us,enraged on what happened. No, I didn't dictate Maki-niichan to write his entry-he made it in his own free will. And if you're attacking me about the grades thing - it isn't my fault; she should done something about it. If you're implying to me that I'm a bad because I'm smart and I never failed and I don't know what it feels like to fail - well, it's a fallacy, I did fail some tests but it's a fact that I never failed any of my subjects ever because I hate failing in the end and I know that if that happened, it will frustrate not only me but also my father.

Bottom line is, all has been said and done. I don't care if someone will badmouth me after this. I've told my side and that's enough. This will be my last time to talk about this. I'm sorry for all the confusion and ruckus done.

To HS4 and Buono, good luck to all your future endeavors but a  word of advice: before you go doing things fandom related, have a college degree first. No, I'm not dictating all of you but formal education in a good school is important for all of us to survive in this competitive world. I don't mind if you don't take this advice - I just said my two cents worth.

I shall end this. I still have my English class in minutes.

Ad Marjorem Dei Gloriam
Lux in Domino
Magis

---Bea

It's the 1st day of September and things weren't as good for me. First, I overslept and missed my 1st class. Sheesh, how responsible am I??? -_-;; Second, it's a scorching day and I have to walk like from Ateneo up to Katipunan. I though the unfortunate events will end here. Heck, I was wrong. Jason-niichan IM'ed me on Y!M and told me about the hate post on Hey! Say! JUMP. I hadn't wrote and argued with that user because I know for myself that I might say something way out of line and things might gone worse.  Anyway, I just have to post my rant about here. It maybe look like I'm coward but whatever. It's better to put in here rather than seeing myself writing a berserk post and risking myself violating a rule on Littlix.

When I first read what he/she (I don't care what is that person's gender is) wrote from Jason-niichan, I already told him that I will not retaliate back on what she said. For me, there's only one reason for that, and that is I'm getting tired of "lecturing" this kind of people. All I know is that they're immature and I must say, they're a bit suicidal.

Going back to that user, why write a lengthy post on how much you hate them rather than saying it straight-forwardly that you dislike them? It's like you're going in circles and not proving anything worthwhile. Another one is that you're not pointing out constructive criticisms there. All you're presenting to us are your judgments and negative connotations without further proof. Calling Chinen or Ryosuke as gay because of their high-pitched moves / hip rolls is a bit shallow. Is calling a guy a gay the best insult that you can get? How can you blame Chinen for having a high-pitched voice? It's on his genes, you should know that. Insulting Yamada for his hip rolls? Do you think that he was the one who choreographed it in the first place. I'm sorry, all you can blame for this "hateful rant" of yours is Johnny. He was the one who made it in the first place. But I doubt that he will listen to you. A tycoon like him will not listen anything unworthwhile as long as he's making business on it. If you still don't like them, then listen to your damn "likeable" Korean artists and drift off somewhere that we can't see your face or your written works. It's all just a matter of respect. If you don't like them, say it at once, then it's over. You don't need to hurt other people's feelings. We all have different tastes on things and we're not made to your own liking.

Whew. Is it that long? XDDD

Before I forget, tomorrow is Sarushi's bday (ushi_kun ). Hahahahaha. Oi~! Treat us here... xDDDD And you're as the same age as Rin. Wheee... I'm still younger than you two. LOL. *runs*
 

Ok, gomen for the gibberish title.

I just want to greet this boy.... Otanjoubi Omedatou!!!



Yes, this girl err... boy is now 15. And he's becoming hotter and hotter by any second. Oh well, I'm still Sho, Taipi, Daiki and Yabu's girl. XDDDD

So, I met up with Marsky on Gateway and I[I don't know if Marksy did... XDDD] had fun though we are the only ones flailing and fangirling for JE. And Yamada's "adlib" on his angle cam on Hey! Say! is still ringing on my mind. Nyahahahaha. Considering Marsky is a Ya-Ya-Yah girl, we of course go through on some Ya3's past perfomances and it just irks me one bit that Taiyo is now non-existent on JE. SUN.... COME BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We also made some doodles about our fandom just to have some laughs with it. Oi marskychuu, show me the pic of the doodle!!!!

Oh and Hasshi, even though you're my adopted son, you're so hottttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt that I can't resist liking you. You look so good on most of your mag pics. And you're not 14 Hashimoto Ryousuke!!! Yeah, random much?

I ate takoyaki while in Gateway and yeah, oishii as usual. But because of the long walk Marsky and I did to find Go Nuts Donuts to buy a strawberry shortcake for Yama-chan, I think it was just burned up as fuel. SO yeahhhhh, I'm eating ice cream here. XDDD

And, okaeri to Ysa. Awww... it's such a shame you didn't come.

Wumbo, treat us for a couple of cheeseburgers!

I'm using my sister's pc right now so can't stay much. I hope that my pc will be fixed this Sunday. I want to dl HSJ's Dreams Come True!!!!!! And yeah, I saw the PV already and can't flail for it much  right now but I liked it. XDDDD I remember Sho on Yamada Taro when Yabu did the flower arranging thing. 

I watched Battery on NHK yesterday and kind of fainted because of Yuuma. I guess Marchy flailed and loved yesterday's ep too. XDDD

I miss everyboddddyyyyyy. Waaah. I will go to Chiba, Tokyo and Kansai for my ichibanssssssssssss...... :))

May is already here and it's already the 2nd day of the month. Gosh, can't believe that it's like going to be classes soon. Oh well, I will be a college student by June. :(( Sho, tasukete!!!!!!!!!