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I LOVELOVELOVELOVE SHOKURAAAAAA~!

 
-First they kicked off the "Sweet" theme with Jrs singing Love So Sweet. Omg, I so love their version. Two thumbs up for them. :) :)

-HS7 Medley was nice too. Oh and Ryuu's solo dance was too awesome. Never knew that kid could dance like that. :)

-Is Chinen wearing a moon necklace?

-HSJ's Memories was great too. I'm just gonna kill that someone who put Daiki at one end and made him stand beside Yabu. It emphasizes on how short he is. :| :| Nevertheless, DaiChii love was on the air during that song. :) :)

-Yamada, you're oh-so-cute at failing to imitate Hikaru. Oh and stupid cameraman, you didn't focus Daiki that much. D: D: D:

-Today's Nekketsu Jr. League was one of the funniest things I've ever seen. Musical chairsxJrs = love. I wished that Kawai was still on the game when Arashi's Wish was played. Oh and was it Miyata who won the seat for the 3rd point? XDDD

-Who is that Hey! Say! 7 West member who had like vampire tooth on Kansai's Jr. Ni Q Special? 

-Akun's lovey-dovey action with Koyama was like oh-my-god. Is this a fic-worthy pair? XDDD

-I find Maru's dance on "One Drop" as weird.

- I want to kiss Daiki through our TV.

-Where's Casey? He's not with Taiga anymore. *sobs*

-Kis-My-Calling (is that the title?) was awesome. Fujigaya was soooo hyper (well, as expected from him. XDD).

***I shall flail more but I can't think of more coherent sentences, so let's just end it here***.

Lastly,
Please join [livejournal.com profile] hsj_mega !!!! :) :) Thanks.


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To answer my own question above, I seriously don't know. My pc's still dead and I have a paper due on Thursday. Oh well, I have my ideas written on a piece of paper or something.

So what I shall write? Oh the SC yesterday.

I'M SPEECHLESS. Well not really. I'm just awe-struck on SC yesterday. DAIKI is <333333.  And I still demand another Daiki solo. I NEED IT. EVERYONE NEEDS IT. LOLLLL~!

If Yamada can lift Daiki, then it means he can lift me??? XDD *puppydogeyes* Okay, I shall shut up so I shall not be killed by Angie and other Yamada fans. :))

Oh can someone tell me where are the HSB's outfits hidden? I'm seriously taking it. Those were so niceeeee~!

I loved Nekketsu yesterday but why it's so short? And I love the Jr Ni Q though they're really desperate to have it longer than the usual. :))

LASTLY,
 

I WANT A LIFE-SIZE STATUE OF DAIKI :)

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I only have a class that lasts for an hour tomorrow. I'm soooo happy. :))

And I'm currently addicted again on Rain. Don't kill me, JE still pawns my heart and soul; nevertheless, Rain has just monster dancing skills. Other "dancing" artists should learn from him. (including Sho.. ok, nevermind)

I told you, this is a very short entry... my last topic for this one:

Last month, Yabu Sara aka [livejournal.com profile] karmoisin shared to me this pic of Yabu:



Now, I saw the chance of having Daiki this kind of screencap:
 


Anou, Dai-chan, what are you doing on your angle vid? XDDDD Does anyone have guesses on what is his motive/intention here? XDD
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I'm TIRED. That's ALL. 

Don't ask me why. Sue acads and relationships.

Oh and I read my fortune for this year and it seems like this is a year for me to give a good impression and people. Furthermore, it says that this year will be good for me financially. :)) Oh does that mean, I can buy JE? XDDD

January's gonna end. Seriously? Omg, Sho month is coming to its end. :(( Oh well, at least, I'm happy for his 27th birthday. :)) He doesn't look 27, does he?? XDDD

Okay, I shall stop here.
 
CAN SOMEONE GIVE ME PENGUIN LOVE?


 
wabisabea: (sakumiya)
Whether you will believe me or not about my title, it's up to you. XDDD That's just my own opinion. :)

HAPPY 27TH BIRTHDAY TO SAKURAI SHO. *flails*


No really, is he 27?? I can't believe it. >.<

I'm intending to do the picspam but because time is not on my side (I still have a vid pending for Lit class) and Penguin-chan made this, might as well, I shall link you there.
Oh and belated happy bday to [livejournal.com profile] sugardrizzle . Sorry for the late greeting.


What shall I write? I dunno too. Maybe something about Sho love. XDDD


Sho's my longest ichiban in Johnny's. Well maybe around 2 1/2 years. He's just too complex for me to handle. Like I said, I see myself on him. He's like the male ver of my personality (and abilities, so to speak). We both can't draw, bad at sports, baka, laughs loudly, likes kids, etc.

I seriously consider him as "one of my oniichan". But isn't it weird for loving your oniichan in another way? IDK, it looks like Boku Imou in that way. XDDD

The one thing that I can really relate on him is how we both value education very much. You see, Sho was the one who started the "university boom" in JE. If it wasn't for him, the stigma of inability-of-idols-to-graduate still exists.

"But if you asked me if I was a Johnny's Jr or a student, I was definitely a student. . A month before exams, I'd always take a hiatus from work. That was something I decided myself. I could have never imagined prioritizing Johnny's Jr over school. To me, being a Junior was an extracurricular that I could continue only if I was attending school and getting good grades. And if I lost my place in the Jrs because of it, then that wasn't something that could be helped. "

credits to: Mikan


I don't know. I'm just amazed on how he holds on to his principles very well. If there's someone in JE that I really have the utmost respect besides from SMAP members, that's got to be Sho.

And I still like him. Though Daiki's there too. No one can change that. Though I don't fangirl much on him, it doesn't mean that I don't like him. The amount of flailing and fangirling doesn't measure someone's love for his/her idol. As long as I know to myself that I love and feel his presence, there's no individual, not even one can say to me in my face that I don't like Sho. That's not how my Sho love works, I'm sorry. :)

I can rant more about my love on him, but I shall end here with his first Popolo appearance:
 

PS: stole this little meme from [livejournal.com profile] karmoisin .

"Comment and tell me a word you associate me with. Can be as many as you like, just words that automatically make you think of me. Then repost this in your own journal so I can do the same for you."


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HELL WEEK IS NOW OVERRRRRRRRRRRR~!
 
*twirls*
 
Now, if anyone will read this and be angry for some reason, you're an effin loser, you know. How can someone be angry because of *twilrs* and *runs* or something similar to that and claiming that you're the only one that can use it? Are you the inventor of that concept? :| Look, even Shakespeare or Doyle or Rowling or Meyer can't claim words. -_-;;

So anyway, going back that my hell week is now over, basically, I'm so happy about it. At least I have some time to rest my poor brain. XDDD

Sho's bday is just 2 days away. I don't know how to make something for him - maybe a picspam or something. And I need to go to New York for him. XDDD Why do you have to go to NY when you can go here (maybe to my uni, perhaps).

HSJ fandom is quiet these days. Oh well, those guys need a rest once in a while, they're just normal teen-agers after all. I wonder how's the penguin doing these days. DAIKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII~!

Oh and did you know that last Jan 20 was Penguin Awareness Day? XDDD

Pic of a penguin:
 



See that? Daiki will be my hot driver. I remember Hiro on MCNS, he's such a hot butler. I wish I will be the one that Daiki will be with in a car. XDDD



 

 
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I'm sooooooo effin' tired. A lot of requirements are needed here and there and I played 4 consecutive matches of Table Tennis for our PE class. -_-;;

Anyway,

As soon as I signed up on my MSN, I read the news of Cristiano Rolando being the FIFA WORLD Football of the Year. So if you don't know him, here's a video on[livejournal.com profile] ghol88.

He seems cocky to me, but heck, at least he didn't ignore Sho.

I'm so effin' fail. XDDD

I was talking to

[livejournal.com profile] karmoisin yesterday about Yabu's nipples and the one about undressing Daiki. Surprise, surprise, on the same debut dvd, I found this:
 

 






So yes, Daiki's stripping again X_X. Why does he have a habit of undressing on-cam? ._.

Anyway, I shall go to continue

[livejournal.com profile] pinky_fairy10 's required reco letter. XDDD

To [livejournal.com profile] natsumikoga and [livejournal.com profile] speranza28 , give me your mailing addresses, MSN didn't record it on the convo's history. Sheesh.

TAKERRRRRRRRRRUUUUU~! >>> Pchu-chan


 
PS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NAKAYAMA YUUMA! I'm sure Spica's happy today XDDD

 


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So, maybe you're wondering why I'm posting Yabu pics (hell no, because I like Yabu too).

Anyway,




Oh yeah. It's 17th bday of [livejournal.com profile] karmoisin . Isn't it great finding someone who has their bday exactly one week before yours? XDDD

Before I end this, I shall show this screencap.

I've been rewatching the Disc 2 of HSJ's Debut Con DVD and their first performance ever on Yokohama was shown and take a look:



 
 
After all of the singing and dancing, Yamada's comment of the perf as fun vanished as this scene popped out. Sheesh Daiki, please undress yourself privately. I know you're tired and all, but please do that okay? Or else, you will have your penguin cuteness be mine earlier than you expect. Okay, scratch the last part that I've written.

I shall end this entry now because I still have my Math and Physics Lab worksheet pending and calling for my attention.
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I haven't written for a week. Sue my studies. XDDD

 

Reprinted pics given to me by 

[livejournal.com profile] ialem_yuki for my bday (well I requested to her to give it to me in advance, so yeah). XDDD Cute, ne? 

Some say that I usually molest or raep my JE goods... well maybe I shall agree. XDDD

Proof:

 



See. Oh well, how can I help it. I like Daiki's pic. XDDD

Oh and happy birthday to you [livejournal.com profile] karmoisin on Monday. I shall give to you my Yabu love on your birthday. XDDDD

PS: I can't think for my Lit paper. XDDDD

Bai bai! XDDD
 

 




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Since, I flailed too much on Sho yesterday, [livejournal.com profile] aishiteruyuto and [livejournal.com profile] ialem_yuki panicked and thought that I don't love Daiki anymore. So, Caye made me an edited pic of Daiki.



Such a cute pic ne? XDDD

Gosh, classes are on Monday. I haven't read my Lit story. *gets whacked*

Oh, happy 18th bday to [livejournal.com profile] marchechizen . You're getting older ne. Thanks for the times we shared. :)

This is me when I have nothing to do:







Yes, vanity strikes (or isn't)? I just imagine that the pillow is Daiki or Sho. *bricked*

Hichannnnnnn aka [livejournal.com profile] ya3fan , welcome to my LJ! *twirls*

Okay, shall end this crap. Bai bai! *hugs*
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I shall start my first entry of 2009 with Countdown pics. My goodness, I rarely see JunxJin being touchy or whatever you might call it. Look at the last pic. TakaBu moments. XDDD I'm sure Sara is happy about this.

Personally, I find this countdown a bit boring than last year's. All of them are like very tired and drawn out. Or I can blame it maybe on the songs' lineup. I want last year's more. Kitto Daijoubu + Zukkoke Otokomichi = hyper me. 

Okay, sorry for this, but I have to vent out my flailing..... XDDD

I SHALL FLAIL FOR THESE PHOTOSHOOT. NO REALLY. SHO'S FREAKING HOT AND HE'S MAKING ME ABUSE MY CAPS LOCK ABILITIES. DVHFLDGJDFLJ BLJZXHVKDGHD; SO HOTTTTTTTTTTT~ DAMMIT, SHO, YOU'RE SEDUCING ALL OF USSSSSSSSSSSS~

*breathes deeply* So, anyway, Angie tagged me and I decided to steal Sara's meme on her entry

about me and JE )
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So, 2008 is almost at its end and I'm excited for the JE countdown.



Points for those who can guess the age of this guy.

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So so, that guy is Daigo. For those who know him, of course you will say, he's 30. Sheesh. They must be joking. Freaking joking. "HE DOESN'T LOOK LIKE 30!!!" He looks like the same age as Arashi!!! XDD

You know that I have obsessions over penguins ne? Well. it's another point to like Daigo.
 


That's his TSD "epic" appearance". So yeah, he wrote a song for PenPen who apparently is a celebrity in Japan. Oh the love. Daiki must be really happy. XDDD

Speaking of being happy, I'm glad that I was able to learn how to sub videos within 2 days. *twirls*
Apparently, it's not a very hard task; it's just very tedious. Oh well. I hope I can do this for a while. School's there around the corner. *cries* Bye bye vacation.

It has been a wonderful year to me, and I hope it was for you too.
 

 

Happy New Year! :) :) 

---Bea
 


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So, [livejournal.com profile] deeya_ohmiya commented on my masterlist entry, and I uploaded the songs she requested.

Dozou!

Taiyou no Sekai - http://www.zshare.net/download/5342566138c284e1/
OK! ALL RIGHT! Koi wo Shiyou - http://www.zshare.net/download/5342586989c93a69/

Omg, I really can't follow Sho's rap in Taiyou no Sekai. Such a tongue twister for me. ._.

Anyway, I watched Arashi's SCP Stage report about their Asian tour - it lasted for like 20-25 mins, I think. It was a long report because they featured the four venues of the tour (Tokyo, Taipei, Seoul and Shanghai). There was an interview of the 5 guys and it seemed Sho just came from a taping of News Zero. XDDD I really dislike Jun's current hair - it really didn't suit his face's shape. :| :| I'd rather you go for the Domyouji style, yo.

Back to the report, Aiba's messing his MC on Mandarin is maximum kawaii!!! All in all, I was KYAA-ish on the whole report.

Oh I read on [livejournal.com profile] arashi_on, that on January's SCP (not the Jrs. Shokura), Arashi will be the guest. Yes, you read it right - the whole Arashi will be there. *twirls* And it will be aired on Jan 18, the day before my bday.

"Arashi on Shounen Club Premium
Seems like the guest for the next episode of Shounen Club Premium would be Arashi~ I'm quite surprised since it's usually an individual that goes on SCP? I hope sho and nino would still get to go on SCP individually though. But this time round, the whole of Arashi would be on SCP, probably talking about their formation. They would be performing as well."


source: arashi_on news

Okay, I shall upload more songs! Bye bye!

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I just watched the last ep. of ST. It's a bit dramatic and comedic on the end.

Screencaps! Sorry if they're LQ though

total pics: 44 )



























Comments are <333. *hugs*


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I was tagged by Mama aka [livejournal.com profile] keeconk to do this meme.

Two names you go by (besides your real name):
1. Cheenee (because in real life, I have small eyes which in here is called "chinita" so my siblings tried to come up of a nickname close to that).
2. Sora (this one was my name on [livejournal.com profile] ialem_yuki's ffic and I was the one who gave it). I should have written Miya but I changed my mind.
Two things you are wearing right now:
1. My MEco shirt
2. skinny jeans

Two of your favorite things to do:
1. eat
2. sleep

Yeah, you could say that I'm a lazy girl

Two things you want very badly at the moment:
1. Get a Masteral and Doctoral degree in Japan
2.Meet Arashi and HSJ

Two favorite pets you have had/have:
1. Botchok (goldfish)
2. Boo (a hamster)

Two things you did last night:
1. stressing out on my Calculus homework
2. chatting with my friends

Two things you have eaten today:
1.penne w/bacon
2. turon

Two people you last talked to:
1. Irene
2. Richard
They went home with me, so yeah.

Two places you have been in the past year:
1. Hong Kong
2. Mt. Banahaw (yeah, that's my educational outbound trip)

Two favorite beverages:
1. water (it's the most refreshing drink ever)
2. uhm... anything chocolate drink will be fine.

Uhhh, I will not tag ppl for now. I'm so sleepy. Gahd.

1 more week of school work and it's Christmas break. YAYYYYYY~!


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For [livejournal.com profile] ynlover and others who haven't watched the latest ep of ST, I posted LQ caps here. :) It's Daiki-centric ne. XDDD














































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So I'll go with the flow and share my results of my JE Ranker

RankName
1

Arioka Daiki
(Hey! Say! JUMP)
1

Sakurai Sho
(Arashi)
3

Ohno Satoshi
(Arashi)
3

Ninomiya Kazunari
(Arashi)
3

Matsumoto Jun
(Arashi)
3

Aiba Masaki
(Arashi)
7

Nakajima Yuto
(Hey! Say! JUMP)
7

Yabu Kota
(Hey! Say! JUMP)
7

Masuda Takahisa
(NEWS)
10

Yamada Ryosuke
(Hey! Say! JUMP)
10

Takaki Yuya
(Hey! Say! JUMP)
10

Yaotome Hikaru
(Hey! Say! JUMP)
10

Nakamaru Yuichi
(KAT-TUN)
10

Kato Shigeaki
(NEWS)
10

Koyama Keiichiro
(NEWS)
16

Chinen Yuuri
(Hey! Say! JUMP)
16

Inoo Kei
(Hey! Say! JUMP)
18

Okomato Keito
(Hey! Say! JUMP)
18

Morimoto Ryutaro
(Hey! Say! JUMP)
20

Kimura Takuya
(SMAP)
21

Inohara Yoshihiko
(V6)
21

Shingo Katori
(SMAP)
21

Masahiro Nakai
(SMAP)
24

Takizawa Hideaki
(Tackey & Tsubasa)
24

Sakamoto Masayuki
(V6)
24

Kokubun Taichi
(TOKIO)
24

Nagase Tomoya
(TOKIO)
24

Inagaki Goro
(SMAP)
24

Kusanagi Tsuyoshi
(SMAP)
30

Domoto Koichi
(KinKi Kids)
31

Okura Tadayoshi
(Kanjani8)
31

Yokoyama Yu
(Kanjani8)
33

Okada Junichi
(V6)
34

Taguchi Junnosuke
(KAT-TUN)
35

Imai Tsubara
(Tackey & Tsubasa)
36

Nishikido Ryo
(NEWS, Kanjani8)
36

Miyake Ken
(V6)
38

Ueda Tatsuya
(KAT-TUN)
38

Tanaka Koki
(KAT-TUN)
38

Kamenashi Kazyua
(KAT-TUN)
38

Mike
(Golf and Mike)
38

Golf
(Golf and Mike)
38

Yasuda Shota
(Kanjani8)
38

Maruyama Ryuhei
(Kanjani8)
38

Tegoshi Yuya
(NEWS)
38

Yamashita Tomohisa
(NEWS)
38

Nagano Hiroshi
(V6)
38

Joshima Shigeru
(TOKIO)
38

Yamaguchi Tatsuya
(TOKIO)
38

Matsuoka Masahiro
(TOKIO)
51

Akanishi Jin
(KAT-TUN)
51

Murakami Shingo
(Kanjani8)
51

Shibutani Subaru
(Kanjani8)
51

Domoto Tsuyoshi
(KinKi Kids)
51

Morita Go
(V6)


Yeah, there's a tie on the #1 spot. Who cares. I like them both the most. So it's clear that Arashi guys still tops my ranking on JE. Oh and I was shocked that Chinen was on the bottom half of my most-liked HSJ members. I didn't dislike him, I just had it with his fangirls. If you got my message, then good for you. XDDD

WHEN WILL I HAVE A SOLE #1!!!!??? That's hard. -_-;;

Oh and I finally had a talk with Kao-Kao aka [livejournal.com profile] kao_mao . *twirls* I'm sooooo happy!!! Yay!!!

Nat-chan is already in HK. D: D: D: D: I hope it will be Friday tomorrow so that I can chat with her again. And I was surprised that Eka was already in London. D: D: D: Now I know why I wasn't able to catch her everytime she's OL. D: D: D: 

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Tagged by Yabu aka [livejournal.com profile] natsumikoga 

1. Put your iPod on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 2110 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the meme from.




1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Arashi - A.Ra.Shi


2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
The Corrs - Hopelessly Addicted


3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Arashi - Asu nu Mukatte Hoeru


4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending


5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Arashi - Sketch (Slow Version)


6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Rie Tanaka - Ningyo Hime


7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Hey! Say! 7 - Hey! Say!


8. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Arashi - Shinchousa no nai Koibito


9. WHAT IS 2+2?
Sponge Cola - Tuliro


10. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Arashi - Koigokoro


11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Chingy - Right Thurr


12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Arashi _ Itsumademo


13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Mariah Carey - One Sweet Day


14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Mariah Carey - Heartbreaker

15. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Arashi - Thank You for My Days


16. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Arashi - Nice na Kokoroiki (Dance Version)

17. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
NewS - Weeek (what!? WEIRD)


18. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Arashi - Sakura Sake


19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Arashi - Kansha Kangeki Ame Arashi (AAA Taipei)


20. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Arashi - Tokyo Lovers Tune Night


21. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Arashi - Jidai


22. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Arashi - Secret Eyes


23. WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Arashi - Kaze


24. WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Hey! Say! JUMP - Tobira no Mukou


25. WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Arashi - Kaze no Mukou e


26. WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Ohno Satoshi - Song for Me

27. WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Arashi - Lai-Lai-Lai


28. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Arashi - Hitomi no Naka no Galaxy


29. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Mariah Carey - Through the Rain


30. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Round Table - Let Me be with You


31. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Jewel - You Were Meant for Me


Whew. So many Arashi songs.

I shall tag the ff: [livejournal.com profile] ialem_yuki , [livejournal.com profile] ynlover , [livejournal.com profile] mika_tesshi , [livejournal.com profile] keeconk , [livejournal.com profile] mihsayam , [livejournal.com profile] ushi_kun , [livejournal.com profile] ai_baka , [livejournal.com profile] aishiteruyuto , [livejournal.com profile] nozomichan and [livejournal.com profile] mikagoshi 

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Stories travel faster if technological advancements were involved, isn't it? Now, it's time to set the record straight.

There are always two sides of the story, as they say. Sure, when a fight arises, each side has its own share of faults. So before I tell everything, I'm acknowledging that yes, I'm a big part of this ruckus and I did damage on this and I'm apologizing to all my closest friends especially Maki-niichan, Jason-niichanand Osay, that if it wasn't for me, you'd never been involved in this messy situation.

You see, I'm an emotional person -I show up my feelings freely to anyone. Sometimes, my emotional and rational side get to mix up especially when family and friends are being involved. I get hurt by mean taunts thrown at me but it's nothing compared if people I'm closest with are being hurt.

Rin and Mrachy are pointing out that Osay's issue was so long ago. The thing is, Osay asked me beforehand requested me not to confront her.I was against it, but I gave in. But since my conscience is not that dense and I truly know that even though it looks like it's been put to rest, it's not the case. If you hear a young girl crying her soul out on the telephone, you will know what I mean. So last week, I had mustered up all my courage to tell Marchy about it. I directly pointed out her faults, because I know, as a friend, that's the right thing to do. After that, things started to get worse - she asked me not to be her friend anymore. I agreed because I know that we can't still be friends after this.

Events are worst after that. Petty words were thrown on both sides. Yes, I admit I did that on the first day. If it wasn't for Melai requesting me to stop, I'd still continue it. So what I did,I just did my usual routines such as focusing on my school work.

Now, this is the boiling point for me: yesterday, Marchy group messaged us saying to hide Sanada, Chinen and Mori for there is a gay pedophile considering them as brothers. This one blew me out of proportion. It wasn't explicitly described as Rin puts it on Maki-niichan's comment, but I'm not totally oblivious nor stupid for not knowing whom she's referring to.I consider it as an "under-the-belt" remark - Jason-niichan never even uttered a word nor made a remark against her, then she treated him as like that.

Maki-niichan wrote his piece of mind and words spreaded like a Californian wild fire. Marchy's friends defended her. Of course, I'm not stupid, I know that this will happen. But in my whole honest opinion - if they're really her friend, they should point them out her faults and shortcomings as an individual. I know it's hard , but it's even harder for her because in the end,it's better to know it than to be dumbfounded.

Rin group messaged us,enraged on what happened. No, I didn't dictate Maki-niichan to write his entry-he made it in his own free will. And if you're attacking me about the grades thing - it isn't my fault; she should done something about it. If you're implying to me that I'm a bad because I'm smart and I never failed and I don't know what it feels like to fail - well, it's a fallacy, I did fail some tests but it's a fact that I never failed any of my subjects ever because I hate failing in the end and I know that if that happened, it will frustrate not only me but also my father.

Bottom line is, all has been said and done. I don't care if someone will badmouth me after this. I've told my side and that's enough. This will be my last time to talk about this. I'm sorry for all the confusion and ruckus done.

To HS4 and Buono, good luck to all your future endeavors but a  word of advice: before you go doing things fandom related, have a college degree first. No, I'm not dictating all of you but formal education in a good school is important for all of us to survive in this competitive world. I don't mind if you don't take this advice - I just said my two cents worth.

I shall end this. I still have my English class in minutes.

Ad Marjorem Dei Gloriam
Lux in Domino
Magis

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I'm just too lazy to post for the past few days. -_-;;


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